Long Time No See...

Hello blog, this is just a random update. Nothing much to say actually... Yah, so it shall be a pictures-post.

One of my random outings, snapped this before going out. Can't remember where I think Arab St or something. Hair so messy, no make-up, unglam :(

On my way to workshop. Bloody hot day, I think you can tell from the picture. See my shades? My fav shades, my Oakleys, the only pair that is so tiny that it fits me perfectly. Guess what, I lost it, how? Left it behind in a petrol station. This is what I call champion.

At KST. Check out this Porsche from a neighbouring w/s. Trust me the sound, oh my god can get heart attack. Damn fierce can? Pure track material.

TIEN!!! Suspension. Wootz. I like.

Went to Thompson after which. Ah Boy and his cute little friend.

I was randomly craving for home-made barley. There, found it at Sembawang Hills Food Centre, behind the floot joo there. Yumz.

Ok, that's all for this post. Goodnight world. Guess I'm pissed, but, haiz. What's new??

Ah Lian in me has been evoked, and I'm going to set the roof on fire. KNN CCB this bloody facebook is getting on my nerves. Diu lei lo mo ham ka chan! Cb, fuck off and die la knn making my blood boil.

See, happy happy want to blog also got this kind of fucktards spoil my mood! Grrrr... Anyway, this was a random Friday night outing to a Kopitiam opposite Marsiling Polyclinic.

Ah Boy, parked illegally as always. Never change one, regardless of how many fines I accumulate I just don't learn.

Then that's me, camping on him and waiting for my friends to arrive. Iphone What's Apping away, what would I do without my Iphone?

Now that's quite a bit of food. We were hungry what can I say?

This is awesome, dried chilli chicken with rice & sambal belacan. It's a huge helping which is very worth the price. You see why I love kopitiam? Eat until cow come home also cannot finish and it's so filling & tasty, compared to some expensive hotel with a huge plate and an almost non existent quantity of food on it. Sian.

This prawn noodle is superb also. Look, just see for yourself how huge the helping is!

Zean Tan & his Teh Tarik. The simple pleasures in life!

Mizu Mizu Mizu! Btw, I love this picture although my fringe looks abit retarded.

Must edit and put effects in pics now and then for change is important.

Oki, I like this pic too!

This is what Zean and I do best. Park ourselves on a curb, or squat on it and talk cok sing song.

Weee, I swapped shoe with Mizu! And yes I like taking pics of my legs, cos I know they are nice. Any disputes?

Don't ask my why Zean needs a leg shot too. And I think that's one of our bracelets he's using as an anklet. Gay can!

Now he wanna act like a stressed out civic owner. Can, you happy can already Zean!

But at the end of the day, it always boils down to, it's me for Ah Boy & Ah Boy for me :) He will always hold the number 1 spot in my heart. Ah Boy Numero Uno.

Dead or Alive?

Wow, I have so much to blog about! Yippeee, the perks of blogging after a long, long, time. I want to blog about a dream I had last night, which leads in to the next part, my random thoughts on life and death. And then I want to blog about this entity called Jasmin Anastasia, but never mind I'll give her a post of her own.
But lo and behold, before I embark on this journey of doing all of these beautiful things, I must set my priorities right and post pictures of myself. Why? Cos it's my blog and I'll post a gazillion pictures of my face if I want to. If you don't like looking at my face, be my guest and press Alt+F4. Much Appreciated :)

I can't decide if my hair looks better tied up,

or let down. Can anyone tell me? And yeah, this was taken some time back when I got dragged to OBar. Oh good lord OBar, did I ever mention how much I hate that place? It stinks, the music is thrash, there are people making out in every corner. I could go on and on about how much I hate that place. I know some people love it to bits but hey, to each his own and I stick to my stand. It sucks. Like, seriously...

Oh look, haha this is the picture on my banner. This was taken before I went for SHC annual meetup 2010.

Cam whoring and thus appearing later than I already was. I hate Iphone camera!

I had this pissed off look as I really couldn't understand. Something seemed wrong with the top but I just couldn't put my finger on what exactly was wrong. Hmmmmm...
Ok, time for verbal boomer bile.

My Dream
Last night I dreamt of my Grandma. She brought me out, held me in her arms and said she loved me. She said she knew things are hard for me and I'm hurting inside but she's with me and everything's going to be fine. I woke up in tears as I suddenly realised that I missed her. But in the midst of the tears, that short presence she made in my dream really made me believe she's there, and it filled my heart with a kind of warmth. Then I sat and thought, and something crossed my mind. Andrew once told me that it's less painful to lose someone to death than to just lose them. I guess I agree, but for a different reason from his logic. I feel that when you lose people to death, you don't really lose them, for they didn't leave you, they were taken away. But their presence still lurks and in one way or another, they seem to be with you. When you look at life & death from a different perspective, it suddenly doesn't make any sense. Like, I don't think death means the end of existence. Maybe life and death are just different phases of existence. I don't know, am I making sense?
And yeah, I'm so proud of a friend of mine for doing well and achieving certain things. I hope you keep this up, no wait, I'm sure you will, and I'm sure there's more to come. Don't let anyone get you down, and show everyone that there's so much more you are going to achieve!

That's all for this post...Lots more to come I promise!

I'm Back!

Hello everyone, I'm back after a long long long time! I'm sorry once again that I abandoned my blog, but I really had no mood to blog for the longest time. Well, it's been so long and so much has happened that I really don't know where to begin... But I guess I want to blog, it makes me feel better always :)
Well, this is a day out at the usual Thompson hangout a long time ago. Guess my return entry is about this as it was a day that I had lots of fun and I was very happy. Not forgetting, it was with people that are very close to my heart <3

Janey & Nas, BFF.

@ The Floot Jooo toilet.

I love this picture!

See, card for me from Jane. So sweet right?

And this was a necklace for me, I love it so much and I have been wearing it all the time. The best part is, I got her a very similar necklace too!

Then we went to have dinner at Romano Ristorante. We always complain that their food isn't as good as it used to be, but somehow still always end up there. Oh wells...

Nails! Love my uber pink nails!

Did I mention that these sodas are wonderful?

This pasta isn't all that wonderful. It used to be, but not anymore.

The pizza is still surviving.

Look who joined us? Uncle!!! But he was late! What's new...

And then look who came after that, Roy Roy!!! He was even later, but not his fault cos we last minute then call him. But thanks for coming anyway...

Random snap of her, I like this picture cos I think she looks cute!

After dinner we went back to Floot Jooo. Why, cos we love it so much. And then Wei Ren joined us with his infamous HKS t-shirt. Yeh, drive TypeR, whole car Mugen, then wear HKS t-shirt. Win liao la.

For some strange reason, Roy Roy is doing a potato chips ad. Never mind he happy can already.

Well, that's all for this post. I promise to update my blog regularly again. I think another reason is I don't take as many pictures as I used to cos I don't like my Iphone camera. I so miss my Sony Ericsson :(
There are many things that are causing me a lot of pain right now. But I don't want to blog about it and make myself more miserable. I want to think of the happy times and smile looking back at it.

Crumbling?

Sometimes when all the hype runs out, when all the smiles fade away, when Ah Boy is parked in the corner, when everything recedes into resting, it strikes me that I'm crumbling, by the day. Actually I fell apart a long time ago, it's just a matter of how long more the pieces hold together. I just want to live my life, without being tormented every waking day. Leave me alone is all I'm asking, is it really too much??

Was at ECP a few nights ago staring at the ocean, with a million things running through my mind, then today I came across this picture I took sometime ago.

Probably the last time I appreciated a beautiful sunset, the last time I went to Sentosa. Beautiful isn't it? And it's like my life, in the midst of the ocean, lost and directionless.

Well, the last time I went to Sentosa also involved Cafe Delmaring with Janey. Lubs.

A random, freaky pictures with the girls. Leki, omigod, I've not seen her in ages. Missing her!

Erm, don't ask for explanations.

I only eat Gardenia Bread in case anyone didn't know.

Speaking of food, it's freaking 04:20am and I'm hungry and craving for Dim Sum so I had to upload these pics of a very uber late night supper.

This Jap cucumber thing rocks. Really...

Bao!

Chee cheong fun... Droolz...

FOOD!

Ok, you get the point right, I'm hungry. Hungry hungry hungry. I need to drag Jane soon to Klassics to shoot some balls which hasn't happened in awhile, then cross the road and eat supper here again. Yes, I shall see to it.

I actually wanted to blog something about expectations, but then, it's going to involve too much brain energy, something I'm lacking in great abundance these days. Forget it can.

Ok to end it off on a happy note, weee! These happy idiots, but I love them anyway.