Yesterday I experienced the worst pain in my entire life, when I went to remove my eyelash extensions. This is a warning to girls out there, please think thrice before you do extensions cos removing them is really a bitch! The stupid chemicals were getting into my ultra sensitive eyes, which hurt like crazy, and here's the worst part: Quite a bit of my ORIGINAL eyelashes came off too. I was so damn sad I started crying, yes that's how vain I am. Well, I only can wait for them to grow back now :( I'm so depressed about it...
Ok, this post is not so backdated, it's pretty much the last few days.
This was on Wednesday, in the dance studio in SP.
People are rehearsing, and I'm cam whoring as usual.
Ok, I had to blog about this evo, damn CHIO right? Wah lao eh, I lost my heart to it. And the driver, really really knows how to drive, he's the man, really.
Ok, this was on Monday night, I think? My fellow West Side civic kaki.
And this was at Fa's birthday chalet. Pearlyn's back from Australia, like finally. I just want to say this to Mizu & Pearlyn, sometimes we get caught up with our own lives, work and what not, and somethings change, but I'll always love you two the same and appreciate how we were there for each other through the good and bad. I know that when I cried, I never cried alone cos you guys were there for me, and to make me laugh even in the midst of my tears. I'll always treasure the memories we share and count my blessings for friends like you that I know I can turn to.
Hmmm...yesterday I was at Downtown East Chalet, and I guess it made me feel a little sad because 2 years ago, it was at the same place that I last met someone who was once very important to me. And the other day, I was taking a long stroll at East Coast by myself, and it brought back some memories. Memories of my younger, happier and more carefree days, when I was sheltered in my own little world, not knowing how mean and hard things were in the real world. I just missed the days when I was so innocent and carefree, when I would leave my house right out of the shower, without blow drying my hair, without ever bothering with make up, and run right out. When I was such a child, that I would believe that kangaroos could be kept in a house. It was a time when life didn't pain me so much and I was truly happy. Very few people know the real me, who was once a very bubbly and happy girl, with an extremely positive outlook towards life and with an undyingly competitive spirit. I guess at this point, I just miss my old self. I wish I could erase from my memory all the things that pain me, I really wish I could, but I can't, cos I have been through too much. Life pained me to a point that I am cynical about every single thing and to a point that there are less than 5 people in my life that I can completely trust. Sometimes, I really don't know what I look forward to, I don't know what truly makes me happy and I don't know what the future holds.
Hmmm...yesterday I was at Downtown East Chalet, and I guess it made me feel a little sad because 2 years ago, it was at the same place that I last met someone who was once very important to me. And the other day, I was taking a long stroll at East Coast by myself, and it brought back some memories. Memories of my younger, happier and more carefree days, when I was sheltered in my own little world, not knowing how mean and hard things were in the real world. I just missed the days when I was so innocent and carefree, when I would leave my house right out of the shower, without blow drying my hair, without ever bothering with make up, and run right out. When I was such a child, that I would believe that kangaroos could be kept in a house. It was a time when life didn't pain me so much and I was truly happy. Very few people know the real me, who was once a very bubbly and happy girl, with an extremely positive outlook towards life and with an undyingly competitive spirit. I guess at this point, I just miss my old self. I wish I could erase from my memory all the things that pain me, I really wish I could, but I can't, cos I have been through too much. Life pained me to a point that I am cynical about every single thing and to a point that there are less than 5 people in my life that I can completely trust. Sometimes, I really don't know what I look forward to, I don't know what truly makes me happy and I don't know what the future holds.
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