Finally I met Janey after two weeks today, and sat down to a peaceful dinner, just the two of us, discussing our messed up selves! Haha. But you know what girlie, no matter how bad things get, we always have each other and that's why it's never so bad! We really need to spend more time I guess...
And not forgetting, spent the early evening at Tagore, went to the haven called GarageR! Will blog about this another time... Oh, and at Tagore there was this blue eg9 for sale, damn nice man, 18.8K for 2 years to go, si beh ex lor...
This post is for one of the random Sundays, spent at the usual Thompson.
Yep, we own this Esso and I'll say this over and over again.
Random collection of our stuff.
$2 chicken rice, AMK 252.
Rojak!
Look at the sky, so nice!
Pretty! I like the gloomy weather.
Ok, this was one Random Friday. Ah Jie and I went to visit these darlings and hang out with them!
Josephine & Adelyn.
Ah Jie, Me & Kay Chong. Teban Gardens. hahaha.
Went to watch the Ger Tai show later. Met our canteen Aunty there also.
Shakespeare once said, "what's in a name, that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet". Brings me to wonder, how meaningless names can be. Not just names of people, but even names of relationships. Sometimes, it's all a sham. Giving a name, a title to someone, for the world, for everyone else, but when between the two people, it means nothing more than a term.
Makes me wonder how and why, sometimes a face that was once a source of comfort, love, warmth, stability and familiarity, over time fades into nothing more than a distant memory.
That very face over time becomes unfamiliarity, distance, hatred, pain, bitterness, and eventually one that you don't even recognise anymore.
Makes me wonder how the once upon a time ramblings of sweet nothings, promises and dreams fade away and time changes it all into words that become as sharp as daggers. When the air between becomes so cold that it can cut.
There was a time, when you were my world, the centre from which everything revolved and everything else was a mere periphery. But it got tiring, tiring to take on the role of filling every void in your life and looking after your every need and in return, you created voids, you left me needed to be looked after. Even that I could take, but not how you hurt me, not how you shattered every dream in my world, and how you never tried to make it right. I don't feel your remorse, I only feel your bitterness. Some of the things you said, cannot be unsaid in a flash the way you think it works.
Don't take the liberty to steal something as crucial as someone's happiness away, it's just not fair. Nothing' s fair.
At this rate, I will soon be writing in the tracks of T.S. Eliot, ok that's not a bad thing. These are random thoughts, thoughts that mirror the state of unrest of a troubled mind.
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